aaj deewaangi ki had paar ho gayi. mehfil-e-zindagi mein beintahaa ullaas ki koo-ba-koo ho gayi. lafz ruk nahi rahe meri zubaan par, yun maano ki koi sailaab sa rakkha ho in hothon par. gairat, dard aur yash se upur ho gaye hain afsaane. kisi soye chiraag ki pyaas bujhaayee ho kisi lau ne.

hoho.

yehi hota hai anjaam, din mein 3 ghante jagjit singh ki interview sunne ke baad aur shaam ko "tehzeeb" se rubaroo hone par. jaanab, is urdu bhaasha ka jo main kaayal hoon. hosh, rang , saare udaa deti hai ye meri. aawaargi ka saamaan hota hai, jab ye chuninda lafz bepanaah apne gunjan se khud mujhe magroor kar dete hain. hoho. damn, lafzon ki nadi nahi behti nazar aati. maybe i shud go back n watch "fiza". yahaan logon ko hindi samajh nahi aati, jab toofaan urdu ka aayega, sab muflisi ke shaagird bane nazar aayenge.

i zimply looove this language! and i feel miserable losing touch with it.