I wish(believe) that the process of growing up could be documented..everybody seems to go thru the same phases..same feelings..although it takes effort to realize that and everybody differs from another one..blah blah. u r born insecure..learn the ways of the world thru parents..school..inherit the insecurities and wisdom of them..look for friends..dont accept urself as u r..seek perfection in urself and others..end up nowhere cos expectations are not realistic..refine ur outlook..end up calling urself more broad-minded n mature after har 2 kadam..be more even-headed..describe urself using more n more words..(knowing in all wisdom that u tried n missed the moment b4..and b4..and b4)..and all this u call progress..gaining maturity..
oops i lost my train of thots..next time...